Friends... Or Not?

Hey All!!
Haven't been updating in a while huh? Busy with studies...
Anyhow, today's topic is FRIENDSHIP:
Ask Yourself - Have you EVER been through a bad quarrel with your BFF? Who apologized? Neither or Both or only One of You?
I have very well been through lots of quarrels. They make you think: Is she a friends worth keeping? I'm right, she's wrong... SHE SHOULD TOTALLY APOLOGIZE. If you keep thinking like that, the quarrel will last days, and neither of you will feel good. If your friend apologizes first, then you're lucky. But that  means PART of her patience/tolerance towards you is gone. Prevent that HOW? BOTH of you apologize. Not like this: Okay, I'm sorry, but it was your fault that you ... But like this: Okie BFF I am deeply sorry. OR if you are the fun type, go: HEY BUDDY, sorry.. Forgive me, okie? Then smile. Yes, that mega-watt smile. Uh huh. THAT one.
Well, lately I've been having friendship probs.
I've been jealous of my friends but I don't know what to say! I didn't go to school for ONE day. The next day, teacher called us to pair up (we're usually 6 people but one of my BFFs didn't come. Sick.). Obviously there are only 5 of us so one is kicked out. I'm surprised.
Why? Because 4 of them excluded me and paired up.
So I was angry, sad, betrayed, upset.
THEN they said, "Hey, come join us larh!" I SAID: "Never mind. You guys are paired up anyway." Fake smile. Then they go back to their chit chat. I was totally upset. One day makes lots of difference. Doesn't matter if I go to school or not. Oh well.
I'M NOTHING. Okie, I get it. I can just disappear off the FACE OF THE EARTH and no one would notice until years later. I'd be a lonely soul.
WTH.
Okie I'm done ranting. Thanks for listening.
New Subject: Smiles
All time FAVE: The Mega-Watt Smile
The MWS, as I like to call it, can bring joy and laughter to anyone beside you. Could take away any kind of sadness possible!!
Ain't you the Sweetest Thing? : The Little Power Smile
The LPS is a tiny smile to someone that you love. It gives them hope, or encouragement. Just before a performance, a public speech or even during their birthday. Even though it's small, it can make loads of difference.
It's Alright It's Okay: Don't Worry Smile
The DWS only occurs when the person is sad and another makes him or her happy (Anyone can make a person smile, but it takes a special person to make him or her smile through tears). Rare occurance, but very useful in sad situations.
Fake It Out: The Cold Smile
The CS is the kind of smiles meanies give you when they are being, well, mean. It's the worst. But it's still a smile.
PWA HAHA: The Gigantic Laughter Smile
The GLS, my favourite, happens when a person laughs like CRAZEE. You laugh, I laugh.... (We hear a funny joke. Laugh. GLS. Stop laughing. Look at each other and GLS and laugh all over again) Laughter is the best medicine. Give a GLS now!!
Okie, I'm done here for today.
Ta-ta(:
PS: That was a MWS!!!